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holy crap [05 Jan 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | confused ]

my horoscope is way to accurate today...

"Your emotions will be tough to fight, so why bother? Stand your ground. It's what you do best. Things were kind of slow there for a while, but at the beginning of the week, someone is going to step into your life carrying buckets full of energy and imagination. There's a good chance that you're going to feel a bit withdrawn on Wednesday or Thursday, you are thinking and it makes you tired . However, over the weekend, those same people also remind you that even when the skies are kind of dark, there's a happy sun up there somewhere."

Its not perfect, but a person did come at the begining of the week. and i did feel 'withdrawn' today and i was thinking....like always haha....we shall see about the weekend. and the horoscope about 'romance' said "Tempers may flare" and they have.

omg at the barn, the funniest thing. my cellphone made a square reflection of light in the sun. so i shined it on the floor in front of the horses....they freaked out, well Whiz tried to eat it, and Ginger was snorting at it and when i aimed it at her nose she started shaking her head. haha my horse didnt do anything...(i guess he is to smart) they make me laugh.



intresting [04 Jan 2005|12:18pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i'm pretty much blank, this isn't normal, i always have a plan for everything. guess i can't plan it out this time, i will just ride it out, but i don't want it to be bad. we will see.
whew...man...it feels sooooo right, but its wrong(?), at least i'm happy, laughing hard everyday, because of a few people that make me shine.

"Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Broken up, deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears I’ve cried
Behind these hazel eyes"

oh....i can almost rap Twista's part in "let's Go", you know that fast part, haha i rule.

1 love| |<3

x mas break [30 Dec 2004|11:01pm]
well things have been good and things have been bad...bad thing was that Grey died, on saturday, december 18....and i was there to watch. it was sooooo sad. but he is in a beter place, i just feel so bad for jennifer.....
But good things were that me and justin had an awesome x mas, and i got a lot of new horse stuff for cisco and i also got new stuff for my room. justin and i went to Seawrold and had a blast and i can't wait to go see hoobastank in febuary!
Man justin and i are going great, but nothing is perfect so sumthing stupid is going to happen eventually, then we just get over it and the cycle goes on. heh. i love him. 2 years almost. its funny looking back at all the people who said we were crazy, and we wouldnt make it longer and how i should date other guys etc. etc. and people ask me like 'how do you do it?' i dunno. he makes me laugh, and he is the only human companion i have. i dont have any best friends, cisco doesnt count. heh

"We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream"
2 loves| |<3

[21 Dec 2004|06:19pm]
"They told us that it wouldn't last
And everyone said we were crazy for giving up everything"
-From The Heart

"Did it ever occur to you that this could be your final day?
Did you go where you wanted to go?
Did you ever really give something back instead of always taking it?
Did you find what you're looking for?
Can you look at yourself and feel proud of all the things you've done?
Don't waste another day
You know I know where you get one
Don't waste another day
To do anything you haven't done"
-Did You

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